Deliver me

I’ve been waiting to be delivered, but i’ve been fornicating
I regret neglecting all my people pray they don’t hate me
When my heart is set aflame and my soul is decaying
When i was at the end of the rope, i had no one to save me

With the pain and the regret, i paved something amazing
All the gossip and the wrongs, bitch they called me a sadist
Trust issues make my heart hеavy, my soul cast away with
If you put trust other men, you’ll be yеlling out save me

Kneel her over like I’m schooling she Benz like Mercedes
Flew her out, First class we cooling then we get to drinking
I’ve been working hard breaking bones while they been on vacation
Sex don’t do it for me no more, been lifting and praying

Wrote affirmations to the universe asked for directives
But my fate always been in my hands like astral projections
They said violence wasn’t your path, but that’s the one you’ve chosen
So i told the universe i felt him and i got the message

I’ve been lied to, spat out, grounded up
So i roll some, and pour some in my styrofoam cup
I been used and manipulated can’t forget what happened
The system failed my friend, he turned around and backstabbed me

Wash away my pain, give me something to feel for
I’m a young Adam, Eve took a bite out my apple
Rum with the soda mix i can’t fuck the alcohol
Its physically overwhelming, oriented to set me off

Emotionlessly tired, how the fuck that work?
I’m an alien, feels like young neptune fell right off this earth
Mix my tears with my cup come back to life I am birthed
I got pills, I got weed, don’t know which one take me first

And my gas is supreme, words slurred like broken jaws
None these bitches tell me different been the same I break the laws
Once she let me lick it had fiending like withdrawals
Year ago she didn’t want me now she want me in her drawers

Last time I was in her home I was begging to save me
She been begging, asking me for wealth, manipulative
Fake tears, fake love these women drive me crazy
You Fuckin’ with my head bitch I might just take ya

I’ve been waiting to be delivered, but i’ve been fornicating
I regret neglecting all my people pray they don’t hate me
When my heart is set aflame and my soul is decaying
When i was at the end of the rope, i had no one to save me

With the pain and the regret, i paved something amazing
All the gossip and the wrongs, bitch they called me a sadist
Trust issues make my heart heavy, my soul cast away with
If you put trust other men, you’ll be yelling out save me