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Nobody wants to hear me happy, they prefer depression
But I can't fake it and I can't take it, this is my expression
Why don't you look at yourself and begin to question?
Why have you made another man's life your obsession?
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I'm so hard on myself, because nothing is ever good enough
How do you find the confidence to reach up out a rut?
They treat me worse than an animal, they treat me like a mutt
Am I wrong for not wanting to spread misery through my speech?
Is it wrong for me to express my gratitude for what I have reached?
For years I ignored the messages that the pastors preached
Now I know how it feels when people ignore you when you speak
My music's so inconsistent, how can it be reviewed?
I'm a different person on each track, I don't know what I should do
My soul is so lost, my soul is dazed and it's confused
I hold onto her tight, 'cause she's the one person I cannot lose
When my friends hear I put her over them, they get offended
But what she offers to me, none of them could give, I think that's splendid
Is this the way my life was meant to go, what was my intention?
I'll quit everything to change, my career can get suspended
You can see the light in my eyes when I speak about her
My heart isn't getting quieter, it's only getting louder