​defuse.

[Verse 1]
Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed
When I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess
And I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish
That reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most
I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry
I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be
Good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate
I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart
The spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn
'Cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

[Chorus]
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, never mind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, never mind, bummed out, defuse

[Verse 2]
I'm the embodiment of all the problems
That ruin your life when it's too hard to solve 'em
I am the reason you break down in tears
When the one that you love hits decline when you call 'em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall
When you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave
And just waiting for you to be dead