Deflated

[Intro]

Yeah
Wait a minute
Wait a minute, na, na, na
And I stay deflated, like Patriots balls

[Verse 1]

I can’t explain
Anything that’s going on in my brain today
I await the pain that plagues me just so I know
That I can still feel, these days they go
By faster and faster, I call you don’t answer
I'm missing your laughter
I gave up my dreams, of being a rapper
My jersey won’t hang in the rafters
The fact of the matter is this doesn’t matter at all
I don’t meet the standard to climb up the ladder, you know
You know

[Hook]

That I don’t know why I'm
Still doing this shit, as hard as it get
I know I can’t make it, I'm fucking frustrated
I sit and I write, bout girls that I hated
These girls left me jaded, I'm down on the floor
The world ain't awaiting, my thoughts and my flows
But I'm fucking faded, you know how it goes
So I stay deflated, like Patriots balls

[Verse 2]

I can’t remember a time
When I was just happy, with all of my life
These days, I wake up at three in the afternoon
Wish I was with you
And I wish that they loved, all of my tunes
Wish I wasn’t blue all the time
And that I wasn’t up, all night
And that I could just sleep without pills
I wish I could feel

[Bridge]

I find myself writing all day
Cause I think that somehow it numbs the pain
I don’t think that you know

[Hook]

That I don’t know why I'm
Still doing this shit, as hard as it get
I know I can’t make it, I'm fucking frustrated
I sit and I write, bout girls that I hated
These girls left me jaded, I'm down on the floor
The world ain't awaiting, my thoughts and my flows
But I'm fucking faded, you know how it goes
So I stay deflated, like Patriots balls