Defensive

Every time i try you, i just feel like im pretending
Really wanna be you, but i always get defensive
Every time i call, i swear you're always pending
Can you let me know if you ever get my message

De- de- de- depression hit my pager and he says 2 open up
I dont really wanna talk, unless we talking drugs
(cause i need you)
When i see you
I- i- i- i- i just get so jealous, am i see through?
I can't see both sides, yeah i only see the rear view
Wake up in the morning, its the only time i feel you
Feel you- only time i- feel you
Fe- fe- fe- fe- feel you
Feel you

I dont wanna know you, if i do ill start to cry
Wanna die, ca- ca- cannot lie
I dont wanna wake up, leave me in a deep slumber (i- i- i- i- i- i- i dont know your number)
I think i that hate you, yeah, you're worse than a sunburn (i- i- i- i- i- i- i dont think im too sure)
Yeah i fucking hate you, yeah, i hope you fucking suffer (i- i- i- i- i- i- but i really think i love her)

(Reversed) i really wanna be you but i can't cuz im not there yet