Defenseless

I need to look confident so I don't feel ashamed
I put a strong face on so they won't see my mistakes
I work to earn their praise as I go about my day
I need them to need me
So I feel I have a place
Here I am defenseless
Abba, Father I have nothing left
Only in my weakness will I find you
Find you
Only in my weakness
I don't want to wait on you
I'm afraid youll never show
Lord, I know you love me
But I still feel so alone
I'll do anything to turn my thoughts off
To hush this silence
I don't want to be reminded of my loneliness
Here I am defenseless
Abba, Father I have nothing left
Only in my weakness will I find you
Find you
Only in my weakness
Find you
Find you
Here I am defenseless
Abba, Father I have nothing left
Only in my weakness will I find you
Find you
Only in my weakness
I'm laying down
I'm letting go
I'm laying down
I'm letting go