Defenceless

Remember the innocence and safety of childhood
Remember when we were fearless and hopeful
Let me go back to when i wasn't hurt
Let me go back to when i was alive

Now all i feel is fear and despair
Now all i need is to sleep forever

How can i fight i thought i was strong
How can i cope i guess i was wrong
And i've spent years building me walls
And i shed tears fixing my holes
I’ve let you in
I'm defenceless
I'll let you win

Remember when you came and when you took my soul
Remember when i could barely walk and talk
Let me take back my dignity and control
Let me take back my sanity my all

Now i'm ashamed you're the one to blame
Now i will never be the same

How can i fight i thought i was strong
How can i cope i guess i was wrong
And i've spent years building me walls
And i shed tears fixing my holes
I’ve let you in
I'm defenceless
I'll let you win

I guess wounds from the past
They never really heal
They wake you up at night
And you feel like you can't breathe