​defective.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
Feel like all I do is wrong
Never should of wrote that song
Never should of loved that bitch
Never should of made that wish
Never should of heard that voice
Never should of made that choice
I should of just stayed asleep

I don't like what I've learned, I don't like what I see
I don't know what I want, I don't know what I need
Look at what I've become, I can't find any peace
I guess this what I choose, get high from the lows
Nobody knows me outside what I post

You only know what I want you to know
You only feel what I want you feel
You only think what I want you to think
This is my fucking world, I'm the only one real

I can only trust my own perception
I cannot rеly on your deception
I can only feel my own affection
You won't еver care how I'm affected

You want something new but I'm defective
All I know is hate, I've got a collection
I can only take my own advice
I might fucking take my own damn life

Bitch, can you not hit me up?
I swear you not what I want
I used to might give a fuck
But now I do not, I can't show any love

To anyone not showing me that they care
Every minute they can, I am not just a spare
I'm one of a kind and if you cannot see that
I'll fucking leave and I never will be back, bitch