Defeated

I can't win I'm defeated
Doubted me for no good reason
Chasing dreams but I can't see it
Living life but I'm not breathing

I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated

I can't win I'm defeated
Doubted me for no good reason
Chasing dreams but I can't see it
Living life but I'm not breathing

I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated

Tell me how to right these wrongs. Everytime I write these songs. Forgive me lord I know I'm young. But I've been stressed for way too long. I just wanna get my life on track. Tell my brother up in heaven that I want him back. Cause everything is changing, I don't how many people are remaining. It's crazy, man I'm going insane. That's why I'm in the booth tryna stay in my lane. I can't look back, gotta do my thing. So when you see a nigga, please don't get in my way. I believe everything that was meant for me. I haven't been the same way mentally. Somebody call the clinic I need therapy

I can't win I'm defeated
Doubted me for no good reason
Chasing dreams but I can't see it
Living life but I'm not breathing

I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated

Help me lord I'm so scarred up. I fell down twice I was so far up. And now I think my conscience is saying things. But when I ask for help they don't say a thing. I know it's only you that can sing my blues. But how big is your heart if you could fit my shoes. I play by rules, break em, and then I lose. So this is the life I choose. Tell me God am I here for a reason? I asked many times and you still not speaking. With all due respect lord for real I mean it. Can you hit me back man I feel like weeping. Been a long time since I prayed, and every since you died I've been MIA. I wanna change the world but until I'm paid, I'll never turn my back til you see my face

I can't win I'm defeated
Doubted me for no good reason
Chasing dreams but I can't see it
Living life but I'm not breathing

I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated
I can't win I'm defeated

The world has changed, and I can't take it. I wanna fly, but I can't make it. The price is high in these strange places. You down and out, come on let's break it. Let's go away to a place unseen. And find a way to relive our dreams. You gotta go up against all means. Cause everything isn't like it seems. Always strive for love and peace. And far away hate and greed. To tell the truth I cannot breathe. So help me lord cause I'm in need. I've been grinding on this road for way too long. So I had to find the words just to write this song