Defeated

Just another morning
Just trying to get by and finding every warning
I wanna feel the ceiling will I ever reach it
I wanna see the best but I don't need to be it

Just be defeated

My determination
My duty to the city and association
I wanna be a hero City Z could see it
I wanna show the world that I have not retreated

But am I needed?

They've always worked it out before me
And I don't need glory

But do I need to be a hero they believe in
It's just a rank to me, I do it every day
I'll bе on patrol seeking untold enemies
Who can takе a punch, not get hit once and retreat
Even if I could not like they would ever see
That I'm a hero

Turning back and forth in my mind more every day
Will I have to force it, abhor chores anyway
Or restore a source I adored for any day
Toward a doorway
But have I seen the end
I could be living life boring and typical but what would I give to get difficult
I could be living life stupid and typical but what would I give to get difficult