Defeated

[Verse]
The sun never shines on the land
I'm sunk lowest point of the den
My sane thoughts losing touch, is this the end?
It hails it pours on me
Ah man, as I wake up yeah it all begins
Panic hits me seeing all of my fears
All of my dreams getting so distant
Can't help my loved ones feeling my regret
Will you fake niggas suck my dick
Man, look at the state you are putting me in
Man fuck your mind games, fuck your promises
Motherfucker get back wanting my revenge
I'm just defeated, hurting baby
Could you be the one to try and save me
Or is it too late what's goin on in my mind, oh
Destruction in my head, raging
I'm fighting but nothing else left to give
Am I worth anymore of my breath
Why can't this door open?
Slowly hate more I wonder
Wanna make them suffer
Need to ease all the pain
Angry boy they create
Have you ever thought ''shit fuck it all man''
How do I keep faith when my souls left
I'm just defeated, hurting baby
Could you be the one to try and save me
Or is it too late what's going on in my mind, oh
Yeah