Defeated Lyrics
(Chorus)
Further removed I'm growin colder
Nothin I do can bring me closure
Weight of the whole world on my shoulders
Feels like I'm drowning in the ocean
Stop trying to fix it and just leave it
Nobody said it would be easy
No use in tryin to stop the bleeding
The way you phrase it is misleading
(Verse)
How come I still feel like this? it really doesn't make sense
I'm still dealin with issues I thought that money would fix
Thought that all it took was time and I'd recover from shit Underneath all of the hate maybe some love still exists
All the people I've buried sometimes I just wanna join them
Success ain't shit without the homies there with you to enjoy it
Had my back when I was down life can be so disappointing
I don't wanna think about the past, at times it can't be avoided
Hard to beat the depression I'm sinking deeper into it
Still not sure you're understanding just how deeply it's rooted
Speaking for me don't know how all these other people could do it Just be God intervening I always seem to get through it
I'ma quit trying to fix it and let it be what it is
Not concerned what awaits me or what the reasoning is
Never show what I'm going through keep it completely hid
Swam back up to the surface I'm finally breathing again
(Chorus)
Further removed I'm growin colder
Nothin I do can bring me closure
Weight of the whole world on my shoulders
Feels like I'm drowning in the ocean
Stop trying to fix it and just leave it
Nobody said it would be easy
No use in tryin to stop the bleeding
The way you phrase it is misleading
How come I still feel like this and it's not healing with time?
You gon have to pick a side how come you still can't decide?
It say Gucci on my socks and the same with my slides
But don't get it fucked up still got that flame on my side