Deeper

[Intro]
Hmm-hmm-hmm

[Verse 1]
It's not that I don't believe in therapy
But I'm paying someone a hundred and fifty dollars an hour
To sit in a chair and stare at me
Waitin' for me to say somethin'
But I don't wanna say nothin'
What do you wanna know?
I grew up in a religious home
And most of the things I've done
My parents don't even know
Been so depressed from all the shame
Livin' two lives with just one name

[Pre-Chorus]
I sing in church
They say "You'll convert the whole world
When you become a famous singer"
Then I drink and I smoked and I lost my innocence
Before I had a ring on my finger
I used to wanna please you
And show you I'm enough
But all I really want is to be loved
For the me you don't see 'cause I've hid her so well
But I just want you to know me deeper

[Chorus]
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I just want you to know me deeper

[Verse 2]
It's not that I don't believe in God but
Sometimes I think about it all and it feels like a lot
And I know that you think it's wrong
To have my questions and my doubts
But hey, isn't that what life is all about?
I was so stuck when I thought I had all the answers
Got so caught up that I forgot what really matters
Forgave myself for being a self-destructive disaster
And then I turned to a new chapter

[Chorus]
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I just want you to know me deeper

[Outro]
I sing in church (I want you to know me)
They say "You'll convert the whole world (I want you to know me)
When you become a famous singer" (I want you to know me)
Then I drink and I smoked and I lost my innocence
Before I had a ring on my finger (I just want you to know me deeper)
I used to wanna please you
And show you I'm enough
But all I really want is to be loved
For the me you don't see 'cause I've hid her so well
But I just want you to know me deeper