Deep Thoughts

[Verse 1]
Bro lost his life at a time , mine was changing for the better
Anger in my heart, tears multiply, jotting down on this letter
Abusing drugs to tolerate these demons iv'e been dealing
Can't sleep, can't barely eat, far from the heat, my feelings freezing
Emotions bottled, don't want pity or attention
Cut em off his ass can't be round me, jeopardizing my blessings
Pay a fee, we live and learn off our lessons
Nigga all i see is greatness, when i stare off my reflection
Tired of fearing for my life, when police near
Cause my complexion, why overlook our potential but
Not our imperfection?, we flipping blocks
Gripping, blasting these loaded weapons, If he fall we leave
Him drenching, ducking 12 since adolescents
Leaking out, his head hanging, since he chose to
Come test me, Momma saw me in them shackles, them
2 times they arrest me, Anger in my heart, Years went by
Tears multiply, Regardless of the stress
Me not I ,to sit and cry, they goin push and motivate you
Till that point you pass them by
Patient waiting for that time, shit manifest , and amplify
Member sending prayers up, requesting that I
Go worldwide
Spot a opp, aim at his top, and leave his facial modified
Bitch

[Chorus]

Its yo life to design , only the strong survive
Just gotta maintain on that G shit
Everybody got ambition, but everybody ain't
Believing on bro ...

[Verse 2]
Luis gone, i miss em days, used to post up on senka
Like that first step outside yo crib, get signed right into
Danger, that drum goin flash, colorful beams
But we no power-rangers
You preach on loyalty too often, how now that we strangers?
Momma and me, ain't eye to eye, im still tryna repay her
Make every chose firm like a man, cause im my own creator
Niggas ain't offer me a plate, said "Fuck ill take it den"
I write my life to right my life, too many times went left
Where there's a will, there is a way, battle wounds
Set up a tomb, for all the youth that's dispossessed
My nigga died, when i touch-back we raising hell on that set
Until then, im ducked off, tryna touch-back a check
He goin go all out for anything, except for a check
Days and nights, I ain't have anything except for respect
On Jesus
Live to the fullest till the day, death slide to seize us ( aye )
First we was hopeless, now we solid all believers ( aye )
Fist action, left his blood staining up my sneakers ( and )
Took that shot, eye to eye, finger on my ringer, ( faith )
That shit hold power, every word can turn reality
Yall chose to hit them licks, for me that shit it hadda be
Brains spreaded on that pavement, call it ground beef
She ain't shit but 14, and labeled already freak
He dream't of N.F.L, draft day, top of the league
Only league he ended on, was the long list of deceased
When we all goin come together and fix us as a team?
Nigga
And fix us a team, sad to say how the fuck wanting peace worldwide
Is a dream?
Nigga
Lets fix us as a team ( aye )