Deep Thoughts

[Verse]
Just leave me alone
I need the time just to beat myself up
So why don't you just go home
Please get out, I don't need your touch
Deep thoughts, is life even worth living
Would anyone care if I just went missing
I put myself through so much pain
It's hard to explain, all I do is complain
Something tells me I won't be able to survive
It's all so much I just want to cry
In bed, wide awake, sleep-deprived
Why is it hard just to be alive
They tell me to grow up, but I just can't understand
Like some long-lost treasure buried in thе sand
I'm falling apart with all these things unsaid
It'll all be alright whеn I'm finally dead