Deep Inside My Soul

[Verse 1 CelloTheRapper]
Bitches be toying wit homies emotions like a witch stirring up potions
They say love is smooth apply the lotion it's all moving to fast leaned
That in science it's called motion bitch stop your joking you had me in
This position I was practically chocking say bye to the old folks n cut
The shit your basic bitch that's all full of it lies are open wounds you
Gotta let em heal I spread words in my lyrics that you haters cannot feel
Make you look foolish like you slipped on a banana peel my girl dropped me
Like a E like when you add an ING haters are blurry I don't want glasses to
See them because I don't really need them life is so divine like secretly
Wishing you was mine Sarah it ain't no lie I know I say life is shitty in my
Rhymes from time to time but it flies by so fast you don't even have a chance to
Say bye but ima be like shady n rap till I die so i know I'll never be leaving
You guys instead of dodging your problems how bout you stand them in line and knock
Them out at one time don't rely on that girl you met reply because you'll end up
Like me sitting over here high tryna put together these rhymes

[Hook]
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
I said I’m reaching deep inside my soul

[Verse 2 Cyphern]
Ey yo sometimes i wonder if i even belong in this game
See it’s always been the same shit to me over and over get
Yelled at by Deadman Breathin then next thing i know
I’m reliving my stress on a song and he comes right back
Along and says ey yo great job you spit fire and then he makes me
Feel just a little more higher but currently all these confidentiality
Has been catchin’ up to me and honestly I’m thinking about
Just ending it and blowing out my brains and saying forget it
Why am i even staying on this world when it keeps on screwing me
People keep coming around and leaving me sayin blue to bye me
Blow me go and next thing i know I’m on the streets begging for
Some fuckin money as if i got no job but its true all i am to you is
That fuckin blind kid in the back of the classroom who’d a know
I’d be doing what I’m doing oh wait one of you would cause none of you
Was paying attention when i was spitin the west tryna get my way up
Tryna find my path but each and everyone of you can keep lagging
On my path like oh you a white boy you didn’t do shit bitch have
You eve listen to half the shit i spit or is it just a beat to you
Thats ill i been just doing is just a beat to you do you listen to the
Emotion that i put on this track i don’t think so so brake the
Legs back for you decide to spit back and cause blasphemy
Me as if I’m blaspheming the bible but currently I’m idolizing
It I’m a living breathin walking talking jesus if you listen to
This shit even yeezus came on tour and he had the fuckin thirst resurrection
Up on bored but fuck I’m not on this billboard shit I’m not
Tryna idolize it I’m tryna imbody and traumatize it that the problem
Is I’m realizing this shit I’m not coming to the dreams I’ve been hoping
So all my aspirations be disembracing and as currently I’m just tryna remain
In this generation so not tryna sleep outside of the darkness thoughts
And all I’m tryna do remain with the darkest hearts and to my motherfucker
Contrary

[Hook]
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
I said I’m reaching deep inside my soul

[Verse 3 CelloTheRapper]
Just can’t seem to get her out of my head
Thoughts running out my head like lead
I’d be better of dead like the bloodshed
Shit what am i the devil my eyes are blood red
You left me out to dry shit even after
We banged christ we were even the same age
Guess I’m the one to blame for not coming of
My room i should be ashamed of why i
Even feel for the pain but i’ll draw your
Life with a slit of a knife and we can fight like
Two MCs battling on the mic this girl got
Me doing a double take but hey Alex can’t you
Relate but bitch you better not diss
Shady cause dissin shady is like me
Cause he’s a part of me i thought
I never could be can he gave unless
You give me the fuckin inspiration i
Had then i guess you could be ey yo shout
Out to Contrary for putting this shit out for me
Buy ey before i leave let me freestyle one more
Thing you know this how it started like
Adam and Eve before she ate that apple off that fuckin
Tree

[Verse 4 AxE Rifle]
I gotta reach my soul
I gotta achieve this goal
That's what I heard my mama told
To the girl next door
She's another dirty whore
Like the rest of these hoes
Hey you wanna go out I'll treat you real
Good no then if a stupid player gangsta ask
Wanna give me a blow
Yes omg woah woah woah omg
Then he breaks your heart in a week
Then you complain I want a man that will treat me good
I'll treat you real good I don't have to be one of
Those guys that brag about being from the hood
Those guys just wanna fuck you in your cute ass and
They know they should
I wouldn't do it if I knew I could
Because your worth more then that
I'm not gonna be one of those guys that will
Fuck you and find a new task
Trust me, you'll be only the first and last
Damn Rifle

[Hook]
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
I said I’m reaching deep inside my soul

[Outro CelloTheRapper]
I don’t know if this is it
I’m losing my shit
You know its the story
With every other bitch
Well this is CTR i guess
This is it Contrary!