Deep Inside

[Intro]
I feel like Wayne on this shit

[Verse]
The worst thing I ever did was see the good in people
And when they showed they true colors, man, I couldn't believe em
I never really go too deep, a lot of shit, I keep in
[?][0:43] my son, just see him every other weekend
I paid attention to everything you said when you was speaking
And try to apply it to my life and focus on achievements
I see the kids tweet me daily, I'm someone they believe in
That shit give mе motivation when I really need it
When I was lockеd up, I was having dreams of Santorini
Woke up, a thousand pushups just start gettin' easy
I'm smokin' Tunechi with my bunky, chillin', watchin' TV
He got twenty years to do, feel like he never leavin'
Damn, but he be laughin', chillin', jokin' still
He don't even know I'm rappin' on the low for real
I was in [?][1:14] 'fore I got rolled for real
I put Christian Dior on all my clothes for real
Huh, I kept it to myself
'Cause it's funny how my normal life sound like I'm braggin'
I went from living below average, now this shit is lavish
I'm watching boats from the bed on the river passin'
Uh, I got it from my passion
I never thought I'd do this when I started rappin'
Performing at the Garden 'cause my homie passin'
Performing at the Barclays 'cause my homie passin'

[Outro]
Shit is crazy
And it's like, it's like, lot of shit be happenin' and shit
You know what I'm sayin'?
And then, like, when you think back to, like, like, the beginning and shit
You know what I'm sayin'? Like
Like, I never was able to be see this part
You know what I'm sayin'? Like
How this shit transpired
How everything— you know what I'm sayin'? Just ended up, like, just comin' together how it did
But it did, you feel me
So we here
Free the members, RIP the guys
Special rest in peace to my brother Doe, man, he just lost his life very unfortunately
You know what I'm sayin'?
[?][2:30]
I ain't even get to see my bro before— you know what I'm sayin'?
Like, since I got back and shit
You know what I'm sayin'?
That shit really hurt me, feel me?
That shit really, like, cut me deep
That was one of my my closest friends, you know what I'm sayin'? So
You know what I'm sayin'? Like, pray for his family