Deep End

[Intro: Sample]
Go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you want to give me a reason

[Hook: Sample and Ezra]
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you want to give me a reason
I've been trying not to...

[Verse 1]
I’ve been trying not to go off the deep end
But it seems like everybody likes to pretend
Nobody says what they’re actually feeling
Nobody says what they’re actually dealing, with
And I don’t know how to handle it, cause I am who I am
And sometimes I want to change but I can’t
Man why can’t I change my ways, my patterns
I just want to focus on what matters, keep hearing voices
Mad hatter, I’m just a mad mind living in these mad times
And I’m trying not to

[Hook: Sample and Ezra]
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you want to give me a reason
I've been trying not to...

[Verse 2]
I think I’m drowning in the deep end
Swimming but sinking, overthinking
Crying every weekend, letting doubt creep in, anxiety begins
And now my hands are shaking, and I’m fiendin
To pop a pill to help me chill, out, while I figure out
How to feel better, less under the weather, more together
Instead of paper going through a shredder, I just feel like pieces
On top of pieces, mixed with other pieces, need an adhesive
Fore my heart ceases, to beat, fore it goes flat like concrete
I'ma hop out the backseat, out the taxi, larger than life
Boy I’m backstreet, packing heat, like an Apache
Flying into the sunset even though ain’t done yet

[Hook x2: Sample and Ezra]
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you want to give me a reason

[Outro: Sample]
I've been trying not to off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you want to give me a reason
I've been trying not to