Deep End

From the moments that my parents were conceiving
Was cemented I'd forever be a demon
Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin
Only fate really impending keep on creeping
Nothing is sacred give in to hatred
Let it all seep in
Give in to pain and clear up a way
To let it all deep in
Chipping away whatever remains
Of whatever's deep inside
Let it all die put it aside
Jump off the deep end

Start at the bottom figure it out
I wanna keep talking but imma drown
I contemplate often the world without me
I scream and I scream but don't make a sound
For all of my life I've been looking down
'Cause what's the point of living
When everyone puts me out of thought
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of any sense of plausibility
Denying my trials and tribulations
And my highs that I build in verses to refurbish me
Earnestly but it doesn't work it only diverts a bit
Currency depression
I'm flexing with zero urgency
To circumvent the current
From turning my limbs to burgundy
Momma knew just what she was doing
When she had turned on me
Victim of abuse in herself
Not right to curse me
To permanent disfigurement
Mimicking hers currently
I curved her suffering 'bove and beyond
Universally
With versatility unmatched
Uncertainty unpacked
I'm too far in the void I can't run back
From all that trauma that's drawing me in
Farther and farther
No longer watching for options to fall back on peace
Nothing in reality but suicide is freeing
Then I can reset what I've been given 'stead of seeking
A faux grandiose chipper potency
Egregious
I just can't see how this life could be appealing

From the moments that my parents were conceiving
Was cemented I'd forever be a demon
Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin
Only fate really impending keep on creeping
Nothing is sacred give in to hatred
Let it all seep in
Give in to pain and clear up a way
To let it all deep in
Chipping away whatever remains
Of whatever's deep inside
Let it all die put it aside
Jump off the deep end

Baby
Think before you act
Baby
Please don't turn your back on me
Baby
Think before you act
Baby
Please don't turn your turn you back back

From the moments that my parents were conceiving
Was cemented I'd forever be a demon
Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin
Only fate really impending keep on creeping
Nothing is sacred give in to hatred
Let it all seep in
Give in to pain and clear up a way
To let it all deep in
Chipping away whatever remains
Of whatever's deep inside
Let it all die put it aside
Jump off the deep end