Dedication

Yea I want to dedicated this one to my mother
Miss you rested in peace forever in my heart

Dedication going out, to my mother one and only
Mother when you hold me, I feel it coming on me
How could I begin, what I never thought would end
It was me and you alone, to the end now I spend
Most of my time, measuring up in my mind trying to figure out
What that drama's all about, how can I explain
All this pain that I felt, when you left me
All alone, crazy thoughts up in my dome
No I'm not the first, and I know I'm not the last
But you was in the hearse, when I learned about the past
I know how they betrayed, and I know how they lied
But for me they got to pay, cause of you I'm here alive
Driving me insane, not to mention any names
I'll catch em on the bound, I know they're all the same
The greatest of pretenders, the ending of September
Forgive them I will not, I want them to remember

[Chorus x2]
How can I forget, those I know I won't forgive
How do you expect me to live, when I know I won't give
Any peace to the ones that betrayed you
I'm the one that felt the pain when we layed you

I got my lil sister, and got both of my brothers
We looking at one another, cause we're thinking about the other
Caught up in the pity, couldn't make it to the wake
Cause some hoe broke the rules, now he's serving for the state
What a thing to lose, while you're sitting in your blues
Put yourself up in his shoes, how we felt to hear the news
I guess I'll never know, but I send him all my love
I'm picturing his hand as I'm throwing on the white glove
And I know that my bro and his soul
Was right there with us cause I felt it in my guts
Never in my life did I think we'd get the knife
In the back by our own how they left us all alone
They neglected and shot us to the left
And then they came around when they heard about the death
But no I'm not the one I'm the evil third son
I'm Mr Lil One
Ain't not stoppin till I'm done

[Chorus]

Now props to my mother
I'll see you when I'm gone
You told me along, that one day I'd be the bomb
So right before I step, let me give all the respect
In the world to my mother, my sister, and my three brothers
And my lil baby girl, you're my world
Forever be the dad that I never in my life had
But I guess I never needed him
Cause even as a little kid, I had already defeated him
I was born and he left me all alone
Couldn't even find a motherfuckin quarter for the phone
But no excuses he ought to be ashamed
Cause only in the name, could we ever be the same
So I remain in a hostile kind of mode
Many grudges that I hold, help to keep my blood ice cold
I explode to the next episode
Motherfuck him and his drama
This one's for my mama