Decisions Fall

Sometimes it seems
I cannot find myself
Something won't let me be
Something won't let me go on

Won't let me go on
Won't let me go on

Ideas talking 'til they lie
Come and go until they die
Ideas crawling 'til they sleep
'Til they find no place to be

Difficult to explain
A sense of lethargy
Time passes in thoughts
Of what I am not doing

Motionless action
Almost reality
I have to find out
Find out finally
I have to find out
Who I really am
I have to find out
Who I really want to be

Decisions fall, euphoria
Decisions fall from fеar
Decisions fall, taken apart
Decisions fall, disappеar

I must not sink into explanations, no
Hide behind pointless excuses

That makes me realize
Anyway
How I was
And who I am

Decisions fall, euphoria
Decisions fall from fear
Decisions fall, taken apart
Decisions fall, disappear
Decisions fall, euphoria
Decisions fall from fear
Decisions fall, taken apart
Decisions fall, disappear

Fire dies out
The river runs dry
The rest of embers
Succumbs to sleep
New possibilities are weighed
That sense and bliss lied to again
Until the void returns
Until there's nothing left
Except a lump of memories
What once was is no more
Of that which never returns
Because there's simply nothing left
Fire dies out
The river runs dry
The rest of embers
Succumbs to sleep