December

[Intro]
December, December, I remember in December, mm
December, December, I remember in December, yeah

[Verse 1]
Under the mistletoe, it's just different when I'm all alone
And I miss you when it starts to snow
And I don't want toys no more, I just want an open door
A safe place, is my anxiety lovable? (Place)
Is my body touchable? (Touchablе)
I just want to be worth it all
Is that too much to ask?

[Chorus]
I thought we could make it through thе wintertime
And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling
And it feel like no one's home
And I thought we could make it to the summertime (Yeah)
And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen
And it feel like no one's home

[Verse 2]
Smell of rosemary and thyme
But your scent is better, better with mine
I'm seen for the very first time
Now my heart is after what should've been mine

[Chorus]
I thought we could make it through the wintertime
And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling
And it feel like no one's home
And I thought we could make it to the summertime (Yeah)
And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen
And it feel like no one's home

[Bridge]
I saw our future in the wintertime, yeah
Sleigh bells and holly, ooh
Praying together over dinner time
Whole family singing carols
Fa-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (Mm)

[Chorus]
I thought we could make it through the wintertime
And the seasons calling (Fa-la-la-la)
And the tears keep falling (Fa-la-la-la)
And it feel like no one's home
And I thought we could make it to the summertime (Yeah)
And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen
And it feel like no one's home
I thought we could make it through the wintertime
And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling
And it feel like no one's home
And I thought we could make it to the summertime (Yeah)
And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen
And it feel like no one's home

[Outro]
Now it's two-fifths on the twenty-fifth (Twenty-fifth)
Thinking, what did I miss? (Did I miss)
Guess I didn't make your Christmas list
I pictured us with kids and all that shit
Was tryna birth you a son like God did
Now I'm looking for the Son to fix this
Facing towards the sun like God give
Crying to the Son 'cause God lives
Can Santa make me good enough?
Can he bring me back your touch?
Can he make you grow up?
'Cause I still want your love in December
Fuck the cold, I need your warmth in the winter
I just want your love in December
I just wanna love in the winter