​december

[Chorus]

Got my head in the ground
And I'm just tryna dig myself out
Got my back against the wall
I boxed myself in
It'll be a long december
I just really want you to hold me
I don't really know what I'm meant for
Don't wanna be my own mentor

[Bridge]

Show me what it takes to fix myself again
Cause I got stuck in my own personal hell
Two steps I'm under your spell

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[Verse]

So cold, on my feet run away on the ice
I slip and fall on my face every time
Leave me hurt it's ok I don't mind
I fall apart again again time to again

Try to express how I feel on the inside
I'm just waiting for the day that I die
Cause in the end I know that I'm alone
Moving on, pack it up take me home

[Chorus]

Got my head in the ground
And I'm just tryna dig myself out
Got my back against the wall
I boxed myself in
It'll be a long december
I just really want you to hold me
I don't really know what I'm meant for
Don't wanna be my own mentor