December 24th

Wake up i got 30 missed calls
Somebody knockin at the door beating ona nigga walls
I grab the Glock and i walk down stairs
Its my homeboys mamas and she's pouring out tears
She’s like, jay i ain't seen my baby it don't feel right
He ain’t picking up the phone, something just don't feel right
Shit i ain't talk to him since last night
That ain't like him, something ain't right
I tried to call him but the phone went to voicemail
I hope this nigga ain't get locked up in a jail cell
I tried to call his girlfriend have you seen him?
She been stressin too shit she ain't even seen him
I check my messages and see i got a strange text
Last night my nigga sent me an address
I know in my head something strange going on
Can't tell nobody about it gotta see what’s going on

I put the address in my phone and i ride out
I gotta go and get the cutta from the hideout
Destination, forty five yea its out
Nigga steady thinking tryna figure this shit out
Put my head on right gotta figure this one out
Pulling up to the crib, see his car outside the house
Take a step outside the car and i walk up to the house
Put my cellphone up and i pull my gun out

Walk up to the porch i see blood on the floor
At first i seen a little then i seen a lot more
They got bullet holes in the bathroom door
I walk up in the kitchen chick laying on the floor
I started sweating damn lady are you okay
This can’t be happening to me fuck no way
This a real situation this ain't no play
This your real life ain’t nothing like roleplay

I turned her over and there's blood running everywhere
I swear to god this shit got my mind everywhere
I listen close i hear a noise in the back
Walk up in the hall bedroom door cracked
Walk in the room big homie dead on the bed
Shots everywhere he got 4 up in his head

Police bust in and they tell a nigga freeze
Hands up in the air nigga get up on your knees
Its gotta be a mistake that's my friends in the bed
Police push to the ground and he shot me in the leg
Put his hand in his pocket and he pulled out something white
He threw it on the ground and told me i'm fina do life
Man this shit crazy this shit gotta be a dream
Somebody wake me up this ain’t really what it seems
My heart beating fast and my leg bleeding out
Then my head started spinning hit the ground and passed out