DECAYED FLOWERS

Wake up in the morning
I got a lot of shit on my mind I'm yawning
I’ve never felt like I was born in
This world in the right time for me

One part of me now can't feel nothing
The other part is full of thoughts so that's something
I admit I was wrong I’m sorry for my sins
The lies are never ever lasting

Can't lie, I thought bout hurting myself
When she left almost put the powder to my nostrils
She was really mine but that was back then
If they were talkin to her I would drop them

Lately I've been feelin really nauseous
Think I'd never be fully conscious
Unconscious, sipping on wine, drinking henny now drop this

Can you hear that sound floating in your head?
Feelin down left behind sinking in this mess
Tell me now tell me how to get you out of my brain ‘cause
I can't sleep I can't breathe in my own bed

Can you tell me where the fuck I'm going
Without you I'm lost, I don’t know what I’m doin
It's like you don’t have jacket on even tough when it's snowing
You're freezing to death and nobody have noticed

People are just passing by
Without replying to your “hi”
Nobody cares when you're alive
You gotta live empty life and then you die

If I have after this just one last wish
If I wouldn’t be wasted or feelin like shit
I would like it to end how we started this
But just like my last call I'd be dismissed

I would never be like that I swear
I don't know how I'll end but it wouldn't be there

Can you hear that sound floating in your head?
Feelin down left behind sinking in this mess
Tell me now tell me how to get you out of my brain ‘cause
I can't sleep I can't breathe in my own bed