DECAY

[Verse]
Washed out
I been itchin for a fix
Take a hit
Need a drag
I don’t wanna feel shit
Or exist
I fade away and burn the pictures of me
Vanish into nothin
Anotha name up on a grave
Outta place
Never safe
Got a blank face
Stay until I’m faded
Then I leave without a trace
Count the days
Until my mental state decay
And I’m hoping I remain
Just a face without a name
In the rain
I hide the pain
Can’t erase it
I’m plottin my escape
As the room begin to cave
No one save me
Mothafuckas actin shady
I make em stay away
And I nevеr let em break mе
Impatient
When I’m waiting for the end
Lemme vent
Cause I need to lift this weight up off my chest
Never rested
I feel like everyday another test
So I stress out
I lay my head down
And wait for death
Nothing left
In my mind
Misguided
Can’t describe it
Aligning myself
Inhale the smoke and watch it rise
Feel my eyes
Start to lower as I look up at the sky
Wonder why
I can’t feel my face I think I’m bouta die
Ima rot
Blocked
I been working nonstop
Need to find another plot
Keep my head over the water
Tie the knot
Take a breath
Then I hold it til I drop
See these mothafuckas front
I don’t try to be what I’m not