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Im feeling drained and exausted
I found my brain then i lost it
Im insane and im off it
I catch the train so often
Just to feel like im moving forward
I see your text on my phone but i ignore it
And if you ask ill say i didn't but i saw it
Maybe im a lamb to slaughter

Cause i dont know what im doing anymore
You say im good ive been doing this for four
This feeling feels like ive been here before
Ive been running now im tired and im sore
Read that text and my phone hit the floor
One more fight now im here slamming doors
And you never ever listen anymore
Yeah you never ever listen anymore

You dont like what they say
But you listen anyway
I dont know why you do it to yourself
And you were nervous today
Scared of what they might say
Your just another book on the bookshelf

Im talking to myself at night
Like am i okay?
Like am i alright?
Why do i sigh igh igh?

And myself in the day
Like im sure im fine
Though its looking gray
Won't always rain ai ai ain

Ive been looking for someone like you for so long
Yeah she thinks its dumb im a fool but so what
Ive been looking for someone like you for so long
Ive been looking for someone like you cause

Cause i dont know what im doing anymore
You say im good ive been doing this for four
This feeling feels like ive been here before
Ive been running now im tired and im sore
Read that text and my phone hit the floor
One more fight now im here slamming doors
And you never ever listen anymore
Yeah you never ever listen anymore