decay

[Intro]
I don't want to live like this anymore

[Chorus: exo]
Spent too much on this fit, and my bro keep a Tec
Always talkin' crazy, yeah, I swear that boy a wreck
Never go out bad, yeah, I always come correct
Left her in the past, yeah, I had to do the dash right quick
Who ever thought that it would hurt like this?
I was really feelin' self-enlightenin'
I'm in the back of your mind
Yeah, you dismiss me, feel like you despise me

[Verse 1: exo]
You stay in my psyche, all black Nikes
I can't tell, yeah, put it beside me
The weather gets colder, [?] decoder
[?] of me, you're in October
Cruise through the city in an all black coupe
And I don't wanna wait if it's not for you
But I feel the decay, I can't go much longer
Fall into regret, you make me stronger

[Verse 2: mental]
It's a feeling I've had a long time
I'm so scared, I'm just tryna be fine
Has it been like this for my whole life?
I'm so weak, but I still gotta try
Touch me softer, I feel like I'm rotten
You can kiss me, swear you haven't lost me
It's a bad thing, this love is so toxic
I'm so disgusted, but act like I want it
And it's time to stay with my heart
I looked into your eyes and all I saw was stars
I can't feel the same whenever we're apart
Knew it was hard, but it's so hard

[Chorus: exo]
Spent too much on this fit, and my bro keep a Tec
Always talkin' crazy, yeah, I swear that boy a wreck
Never go out bad, yeah, I always come correct
Left her in the past, yeah, I had to do the dash right quick
Who ever thought that it would hurt like this?
I was really feelin' self-enlightenin'
I'm in the back of your mind
Yeah, you dismiss me, feel like you despise me