Deathwish // Deathbed

[Verse 1]
It changed his mindset, just swam inside for way too long
He'll never find it, what he just lost, a mind is gone

[Chorus]
The river's pretty deep
They told us just to keep our heads held up, so we don't sink down too low
Beneath the coldest floor, the ice shelter, the oldest door
Though harmony forbade keeping me in the shade

[Verse 2]
He didn't wanna be what all the others said he was
Annoying company, a problematic part of peace

[Chorus]
The love inside was dead, no good thoughts inside my head
The ugliness escapes, vampires without capes
A dream of warm soft sheets, but nights without sleep
Please just try to be nice to me tonight

[Verse 3]
Covered in blankets, lying in the basement
The walls all soaked in, thoughts were just hiding now

[Chorus]
A lonely holiday, gold clouds were always grey
Pretty people were ugly, but still a part of me
What do you want from this silly apology?
This unfair exchange, just take it all away