[Pre-Chorus: UpVampin]
(I still get nightmares) All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places
(She will forever haunt me) I get so sick of this fucking world and this fucking bullshit
[Chorus: UpVampin]
So I put a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I'll be dead
Yeah, this world's so fucking fake
There's no one that really cares
I'm so sick of this bullshit
Every day I wake up thinkin', "I don't wanna do this"
So shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
I'm so sick, I got problems in my head
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
Yeah, yeah
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
[Verse: Clover!]
Hate to see you leave, I'm not good at goodbyes (not good at goodbyes)
I got trust issues, yeah, I'm tired of lies (tired of lies)
So exhausted, girl, you can see it in my eyes
Better off alone, you're a waste of my time
Yeah, every day I hate myself, don't wanna be here
Yeah, I'm too scared, runnin' from the things that I fear
Yeah, I'm poppin' all these pills just so I can see clear
Yeah, you ruined my head, I don't wanna see you near
Don't ever call, yeah, I know I hate myself, but I still got it all (I got it all)
Dying in my bed, demons listen as I fall (yeah)
Fall in love with the idea of runnin' away
Smile on my face, but wanna kill myself every day
Yeah, I want someone to stay
Rot in my bed with the thoughts in my brain (my brain)
Yeah, you watch me as I go insane
Hate you so much, but I'm glad you came (glad you came)
[Pre-Chorus: UpVampin]
All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places (I still get nightmares)
I get so sick of this fucking world and all this bullshit (She will forever haunt me)
[Chorus: UpVampin]
So I put a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I'll be dead
Yeah, this world's so fucking fake
There's no one that really cares
I'm so sick of this bullshit
Every day, I wake up thinkin', "I don't wanna do this"
So shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
I'm so sick, I got problems in my head (head)
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end (praying for the end)
Yeah, yeah
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
DEATHWISH! was written by Clover! (USA) & UpVampin.
DEATHWISH! was produced by Nightcor3.i9.
Clover! (USA) released DEATHWISH! on Fri Apr 12 2024.