Clocking in at Foster’s third song about depersonalization-derealization disorder (DPRD), “death wish” is depression-filled track filled with suicidal ideation. Proceeded by “i tried everything” and “here we go again”, “death wish” discusses the depression that comes along with DPRD, as well as cal...
[Intro]
Da da duh, da da duh
Ba-dah duh, ba-dah da-ah
Ba-da duh, ba-duh duh
Yeah
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45
Maybe I don't just wanna live, I wanna feel alive
I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish
Yeah, I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with
I would really love to love myself
But we don't really get along so well
Wish I was somebody else
[Chorus]
Yeah, I've been waiting for the day when it's finally my turn
I done seen my whole world burn
Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse
I would watch it all fall down
Always learn the hard way first
Maybe I'm just cursеd
I don't even know what it's like
Anymorе to feel alright
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maybe I'm just cursed
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45
Maybe I don't just wanna live, I wanna feel alive
I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish
Yeah, I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
And my worst enemy is me
It hurts when I breathe
'Cause this pressure is killin' me
The cuts in my jeans
Are from running through memories
I'm lucky to still be alive
'Cause I'm not mentally–
I feel dead (Dead)
Fucked up in my head (Head)
I think I'm losin' my mind (Mind)
I tried everything that they said (Said)
Still can't catch a break
I lay wide awake
In this nightmare
So tired of fakin' I'm fine here
'Cause–
[Chorus]
I've been waitin' for the day when it's finally my turn
I done seen my whole world burn (I done seen it burn)
Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse
I would watch it all fall down (I would watch it all fall)
Always learn the hard way first
Maybe I'm just cursed
I don't even know what it's like (Don't know what it's like)
Anymore to feel alright
Maybe I'm just cursed (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, maybe I'm just cursed
[Outro]
Ooh, ooh (Maybe I'm just–maybe I'm just–)
(Ooh, ooh) Maybe I'm just cursed
(Maybe I'm just–maybe I'm just–)
Maybe I'm just cursed
death wish was written by Foster.
death wish was produced by Foster.
Foster released death wish on Fri Feb 23 2024.