Death In My Pocket (Remix)

[Chorus: Naomi Wild]
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive

[interlude: Exilory]
Don't know why, but it feels like my world is crashing down
Ima get fucked up inside from mental health
Fuck

[verse 1: Exilory]
Don't know why, but it feels like my world is crashing down
I'ma get fucked up inside from mental health
I got demons knocking at my heart to let em out
Bury them inside until they fuckin scrеam and shout
Say i don't care what they think but i'm just filled with doubts
Ovеrwhelmed so i just smoke it out and drink it down
I know you always say your proud
But i can tell by how you look and frown
Its kinda hard to smile when they put you down
Always judge the little things
Down to how i look and sing
Talents in my blood
I was born to do this shit
Had my ups and downs
I'ma ride it out
Just hope one day i see my child up on stage
In a cap and gown aye

[Chorus: Naomi Wild]
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive

[verse 2 : Exilory]
My minds been fucked up lately
Feel like i've been going crazy
Locked inside the house all day
Put me into a frenzy
Reminiscing back to when we were so friendly
Fucked inside a tent now your calling me baby
Just two kids from school remember you gave head inside a toilet
After hours never seemed to leave your mindset
Remember getting called inside the office
Saying you were pregnant
The talk with mums something that ill always remember
Ill admit I know i'm fucking scared too loose you
Sometimes i pray to god i fucking die before you
My biggest fear in life is when i have to mourn you
Took me in and raised me from a child
I'm in debt to you
I fuck up shit
I know i fucked with our relationship
A couple times but you forgave me
I don't think that i'm enough at times
Often "thinking will they miss me if i died?"
Whats the worst that happen if i took my life?

[Chorus: Naomi Wild]
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive