Dear Whoever

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah,  Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah,  Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yup, Ok, Yup, Look Yeah

And dear whoever, I'm not doing alright
I  know you pray for my success at the table like every night
But  these, these feelings got me in my head again
You know how I am when I be feeling sentiment
And  challenging these temperaments like I give a damn
Or finding reasons for why I am the way I am
I see this failure in my heart, a feeling I needa sever
Cause I know greatness in my blood, I felt that way forever

And  I know things I shouldn't say or I can't speak out in my music that I'll take to my grave
So it's in my chest screaming cause I can't solve them
And still be wondering why I got all these health problems
I think it's different now trying to be the sober me
So keep your shoelace tucked and don't trip over me
And I got a plan that I'll find when I'm an older me
Pain in my mind turning me to a colder me
It's just a fantasy I don't think I deserve better
But people speaking on my name like I deserve better
Conflict of interest check and collect loose letters
This my apologie, Honestly I'ma do better
And things change overnight and never possibly
I feel in love again but let my feelings wear its honesty
I have to go to such a dark place to write now and
Got me thinking of ending my life right now and
Damn, hurts more to say it then write it
I'm ignited by the people that would love me the most
So I'm channeling my issues into energy
I'm spinning all these doubters into slippery slopes
And I lost motivation, lately, me and all my dreams been separated
Almost got signed and they treat me like I'm amateur
I think they felt threaten, fuck you to my manager
That's small-time goals and I know my role
And I've been trying to change the world since I lost my soul

Cause I gave it to a woman that ain't love me whole
Cause I gave it to a woman that ain't love me whole
Cause I slept on my intellect, accepted all these promises
Cause I kept placing threats upon my confidence

So fuck that, I'ma show you what a promise is that
It's alright even when you feel the Apocalypse that
It's alright when you been feelin all alone that
It is alright when you have come from broken homes that
It is alright when you no longer seem to roam that
It is alright when I tell you that I'll be gone

So ya'll can hate me if you want, but know that everything is fine
And when I think about my past, know that I never hit rewind
Feel like this pain will never go away no matter how hard I try
But if you catch my ass in person, guarantee I'll say I'm fine

Cause they gonna hate you from a distance, show them mad respect in person
Won't love you for who you are and disappear when you get worst
Just be cautious with your love, you never notice how it ends
Cause they wanna see you great but never better than them
They wanna see you great but never better than them
You never notice how it ends, Cause they wanna see you great but never better than them