DEAR SATAN

[Intro]
If you think ima talk about my ex right now, you’re gonna be pleasantly surprised

[Verse]
My brother played football, stayed on the sidelines
I was built for the shit, ain’t got my mind right
Met another kid same mindset as me
For the sake of privacy we gon call him T
And T, ya see we clicked like that
Had sleepovers and shit but ain’t go right back
Cause I lost contact with T when I hit 6th grade
And I completely forgot about him until that day
I stepped in high school, saw him again
And I found he has this chill girlfriend
They been dating for years so I got close with her too
And lemme tell you, jealousy coverеd my eyes with the wool
Causе we clicked off the bat more than T and I ever did
V ain’t close to an angel but she sure as hell heaven sent
We would FaceTime and make time for each other to talk
And we would say what’s on our mind no matter what we was on
Found out T was fucking awful he didn’t give her nothing
So I helped them split, he was pissed, the pot was melting
And I said fuck T tryna cuff V and I know that shit is toxic
But I’d never met someone that really cared about me often
Always took the first step to make sure everyone aight
But she constantly text first so I said this shit one night
I said u think that we could try, she said I might just wait a while
I said that’s true u just got out of one, just wanna make u smile
But take ur time and when you’re ready u know where to find me
This kid named A pops into the scene and most unlikely
They start talking, they start flirting, see me from a distance
And it got me heated but I’m cooling, that’s just her decision
They start dating and I’m chill with both of them
But one day I ain’t getting nothing from V’s end
And this my best friend, I ain’t have no one else
No one really comfort me like she help myself
So after a week of no response, I broke down crazy
And I went to A, asked what the fuck been up lately
He said that he trust me but really not enough
Told V to stop talking to me, that shit hurt me rough
January 2021 she started saying none
Great start to the year, ain’t an answer from A not one
And I see them in the hallway and I’m wishing it was me
But nowadays, from friend to friend I wish that she could see
That I’m sorry for whatever I did and hopefully
She’s happy cause I know she was fucked mentally
Had some shit back at home, family drama always there
People dying, we was crying but I’m showing love and care
So V if you hearing I’m proud of where you are
Just please hit me back and let me know why u been far
And to A, you got a good girl, don’t ever mistreat her
I know her birthday and favorite shit if you ever need it
And honestly I found someone of my own I been knowing
And honestly life is good since this music shit been showing
So dear satan I don’t know if u exist god neither
But shoutout christ for working hard, as of late there ain’t been demons
When they do come through, i just take a deep breath
And get a grip on reality cause this shit is a mess
But I can clean it all up, I can do my damn best
I got emotional purpose, put the devil to rest, I’m gone