[Intro]
This one's for you, mum
I love you so much, from the heart, from the soul
I'll miss you so much, yeah
I hope you like this song
Here it goes
[Verse 1]
2011 October the 3rd
Was the worst day in my life I've ever incurred
I can't believe it or even imagine or fathom the fact that it actually happened
Now how can I manage this damage to my heart and soul, when she tragically vanished from this Earth?
I feel cursed, and savagely ravaged and damaged
On a level that I couldn't believе existed
Why did they havе to take my mum from this Earth?
It's unbelievable to me, it really just hurts
I wish that I could bring back my mum, but that's absurd
To think like that, it ain't a game
And day to day, I can't restrain feelings of major pain, never goes away
I miss you so much, mum, and that's every day
You know how much I loved the time I had in life with you in it
Last minute, I hugged you twice and told "I love you", that was our last hug
[Chorus 1]
I still cannot believe that you are gone
From this plane of existence, it is wrong
I still cannot believe that you are gone
From this Earth, I want to say goodbye, goodbye
[Verse 2]
No words could ever express how much I miss you, mum
You're forever in my mind, my soul, and in my heart
But it just sucks that I can no longer hug you and kiss you, mum
I miss your hugs, you were everything to me and much more
Than just an awesome mum, you would bring some lunch to me at school in the bus in the rain or in the sun
Didn't matter to you, you were so kind with the things you've done
Even when I got in trouble and the police would come
Knockin' at my door at 6 in the mornin', you were with me, mum
And you patiently came with me to the police station with me in cuffs
Came to my court cases and stuck by me when things got rough, too
I could never repay you, but mum, I love you
You never gave up on me, always supported me through everything in my life
I would've done anything to keep you alive
And that time I hugged you twice in hospital was like goodbye
But I wish that I could hear your voice and hug you one last time
[Chorus 2]
I miss you so much, mum
I really can't believe that you're gone
From this place we call Earth
It's just unbelievable to me
And I can hardly take this pain, it just hurts so much inside
And I really wish I could bring you back, but all that I can do is cry
[Verse 3]
I'll miss your food and positive attitude
You kept the family together like glue, and that is true
And even when you were feelin' mad or sad or blue
You always saw the brighter side and got through with a happy mood
I really miss your smile and voice and late night conversations
About games and movies and life, up late into the A.M
I miss bein' kids when we did Christmas as a family
And the Easter egg hunts you organised, great memories
You'd wake us up and make us breakfast and walk us to school
With our back packs packed with mad snacks, those days were cool
I miss our family trips together, I thought it'd last forever
Though I never took you for granted, and I'm happy it even occurred
I'm blessed I had a mum like you
We all were, they were the best days
I remember when you'd record your voice and we'd press play
'Cause you worked late, so you sang us songs on a cassette tape
[Chorus 1]
I still cannot believe that you are gone
From this plane of existence, it is wrong
I still cannot believe that you are gone
From this Earth, I want to say goodbye, goodbye
[Verse 4]
You taught me to be a better person, I wanna honour you
Wanna make you proud, I'm still growin' but I got a lot to do
I feel you're here in spirit with me, got a slot for you
Saved in my wallet, got a photo camera shot of you
To remind me of the awesome times that we had
I miss those days so much, and I want them back
Life can be hard, but you give me strength, mum
And I'm tryin' to enjoy life for you 'cause that is what you'd want
But it's easier said than done
But I am not here to run
Don't really know what happens when we die
But I'd like to think there's an afterlife
I still have your number up in my phone
Sometimes I imagine that it would ring
And I would answer the phone and proceed to say hello
And it was you, and we started talkin' like you never left
[Chorus 2]
I miss you so much, mum
I really can't believe that you're gone
From this place we call Earth
It's just unbelievable to me
And I can hardly take this pain, it just hurts so much inside
And I really wish I could bring you back, but all that I can do is cry
[Verse 5]
No matter what happens, you'll always be
In my heart forever, for eternity
I wish that I could bring you back from the dead
You mean so much to me
I can't believe that you're gone, I can't believe that it's real
Life can be so cruel and that is how I feel
And it's a fact we could never run from, run from
I'm sick of death takin' away all our loved ones
Let me express my feelings about life
It's a bitch at times, but you got to appreciate bein' alive
Every second upon this Earth is worth more than I've ever realised
Until my friends and my mum died
You gotta cherish life, don't ever let it slide
Hang onto the best of times, every second alive
Is a gift, that shouldn't be taken for granted, certainly
Rest in peace, mum, I love you so much, and that's eternally
Anyu, hihtetnen, hogy már nem vagy itt
Mindenkinek hiányzol
[?], apunak, Dávidnak, Áronnak, Alíznak, mindenkinek hiányzol
Remélem jobb helyen vagy, anyu
We just get born into this world without being told a thing, it's mysterious
From the moment that we take our first breath, to our first steps, searchin' for answers
Honestly, there's got to be some miracle goin' on that science cannot explain
I really doubt that our existence materialised by chance, hope I meet my mum again
[Outro]
Yeah
I hope you liked the video I made, and the speech I did for your funeral
I just can't believe you're really gone now
Can never take anything for granted, ever
We have to appreciate every second of life, and cherish the good times for sure
Because, tomorrow's a mystery
You never know when you've got to go
You're the best, mum
Always were, always will be
And as I always say, szeretlek anyúm, legyél jó
I love you, from LFiers, your son
Goodbye, mum