Dear Mum (2020 Archive)

[Intro]
Hello?
Yeah, it's me again
I know, I keep calling and texting you
But... you ain't picking up
Please call me back
I miss you

[Verse]
Yo, yo
Dear mum, I'm sorry for the disrespect
I'm sorry for the problems, sorry that your life's a mess
Should've been supportive, instead I add on the stress
I have a lot to stuff to say and get off my chest
I'm supposed to the man, supposed to hold it down
I'm the one that got my brothers when you're not around
I don't know why I get so angry off the little things
I guess I wished that you and dad were home and more around
But you know what? Guess I have to grow up
Put you number one on everything like a show off
I'm crying so much and it ain't even your funeral
I'm too far away from home, I'm really missing you
It's hard for me to stay strong, so I put up a front
Deal with all my problems with the smoke off a blunt
I know I ain't around to even say this enough
But you are my mum and I love you so much
The love I have for you is uncontrollable
If you ever left my life, I'll be emotional
I guess, I miss the conversations that we used to have
I miss all of us together, that's including dad
I know times are difficult and you hide the pain
Don't start crying to yourself, let me feel that pain
Even when we fight and we lose the trust
I still love that you my mum, thanks for raising us

[Outro]
You're my treasure
You're my queen
I know I've put you through some hard times
And I'm sorry for that
End of the day, you're my mum
I can never hate you