Dear Mom

[Verse 1]
I took some time to think about your life, I know it's late
You had my brothers and my sister, you were seventeen
A little baby taken from her friends and family
I can't imagine how it felt, you lived it every day

[Verse 2]
You found a life of drugs and alcohol, you fell away
The violence inside our house, it drove us all insane
I still remember when you tried to take your life away
I hope you know I don't resent you for it either way

[Bridge]
Are you okay? Tell me that you're okay
Broken fuckin' family
Nothing you could do about it anyway
Tell me that you're okay
Since I moved to L.A., I still hear you scream when I lay awake
I feel I'm runnin' out of time, all my family is dyin'
Every day you're gettin' older and I'm far away
I guess it's just how it goes and it's not okay
No, I'm not okay, yeah

[Verse 3]
I keep runnin' from the truth and I don't wanna face it
I've got memories of you, I know one day that's all I'll have
'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad
Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead, yeah

[Verse 3]
I keep runnin' from the truth and I don't wanna face it
I've got memories of you, I know one day that's all I'll have
'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad
Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead

[Verse 3]
I keep runnin' from the truth and I don't wanna face it
I've got memories of you, I know one day that's all I'll have
'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad
Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead

[Verse 3]
(I keep runnin' from the truth and I don't wanna face it)
(I've got memories of you, I know one day that's all I'll have)
('Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad)
(Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead)