Dear God...

Its not impossible, just been hard for a nigga like me
I’d feel unstoppable, then get a hit make a nigga feel weak
Uncontrollable, smart ass nigga been feeling naive
I can’t tell, what the hell, I been doing
I be on top of it, then crash and burn till a nigga ashes
Revive my mental, then positively thinking negatively
I’m a time bomb, validate my rights doing wrong
Writing songs, making love, fucking up

Too good for demos, not much for singles
Too Musiq soul child, not enough Ceelo
Thought I had insight, thought I was on road
Found out I wasn’t what you would look for

Guess I could, guess I’ll quit
Giving up, if thats what you want
Guess I’ll quit, bet I could
Give it up, ain’t that what you want?

Is it my passion? you got me asking questions
I felt the purpose, am I overreacting father?
Why don’t you answer? I’m becoming faithless
Getting drunk, hella drugs, fucking up
I took a job for financial backing
While I’m watching bitch ass niggas come up faster
Using they influence to wear fucking purses
While I’m fucking stuck, like wtf, where are you Lord?

Not enough money, not enough kiss ass
Not enough sell out, I got too much fucking class, nigga
Thought I had insight, learned I was dead wrong
Found out your silence means that you been gone

Guess I could, guess I’ll quit
Giving up, if thats what you want
Guess I’ll quit, bet I could
Give it up, ain’t that what you want?

I’ve had the same heart since a child
Dreamer, true and kind
Lover, friend or not
No one should be with out
I been the same nigga
I’ve had the same heart since a child
Dreamer, true and kind
Lover, friend or not
No one should be with out