Dear God

[Verse 1]
Dear God, Its been a minute since the last time we spoke
I know, that's probably my fault
Lately I been dealin’ with a lot though
Feeling like the weight on my shoulders won't ever stop though
I still put the work in like El Chapo
Night until the morning like Alonzo
That's the mentality until I blow whipping in a Murcielago
But, tryna trust in the process til I pop though
Is getting harder for me and sometimes I wanna drop though but
I need balance in my life that's what the wifey tell me
But somehow I push her away when she try to help me
I keep telling her I'ma change she don't ever doubt me
Got me asking if her life would be better without me
Plus I been overthinking too much lately
June baby you know I'm crazy and never lazy
Prodigal Son yeah I'm back again man you probably hate me
But I’ll forever be grateful homie that's how you made me

[Verse 2]
Dear God, I know we only conversate when I be at my lowest
Embarassed to say it but know that I don't ever show it
You been sowing seeds since I was a seed
And now I believe I'm ready for the life you set for me I know it
Even though I got some growin to do
Homie I know when I win a Grammy I owe it to you
And though I fail now
I know you watch over me commonly
Honestly 'cause I probably shoulda been up in jail now
And I'm hoping Uncle Jonah's good
My dad ain't been the same without him I know I would
Lose it if Levi or Bshay had ever passed
They like my brothers the realest ones that I've ever had
I'm 20 now and I think I'm starting to understand
A little more about the life that you planned
When I was a baby in Auckland destined to be the man
Who dreams bigger and makes a reality of it
Damn Im grateful

[Interlude]

[Phone Ringing]

Elijah: Yo
Levi: Oi G, You hear about that shit *#!@$ was saying?
Elijah: Yeah fuck him Oi he's a faggot
Levi: Yeah Hardout
Elijah: What are you up to tonight anyways?
Levi: Chillin' G bout to go sleep for work, What are you doing?
Elijah: F*ck Im just gonna chill, Smoke Some.....