Dear Erica

Her name was Erica
So reckless, such a cunt
No I will never forget her face
Paralyzed, eyes blinded, shallow minded
When she was down on her knees
Wide-eyed, mind charmed, so fucking graced
While she was claiming my money
Paranoia
Distrusting Erica
Victimized, too kind for a hallowed faint
There's blood on her knees
There's fucking blood on her knees

These hotel walls are paper-thin
Yeah I heard it all
I know exactly what goes on and on
This game you play is over
Please me, Erica
No, I'm giving up
Should I give it up?
Am I giving up?
I long to taste your skin but enough's enough
Please me, Erica
This urge has got to end

Tear this, tear this apart
Pulverize Erica's heart
Tear this, tear this apart
God, erase my suspicious mind
Desecrated but we've been ignored
Rebuilding houses now our world's destroyed
We're here on the edge of where we start or end

No I give up
I'm giving up
Abuse me
Dear Erica