‌dear diary:

[Chorus]
Coming up hard in the paint, drown out my sorrows with drank
Feeling you out all alone, I feel like I made a mistake
Hammer cocked back and it's loaded, put to your head once and I blow it
I pulled the trigger only twice, first you, then I folded

[Post-Chorus]
Interior painted different, darker shade of red, resemblance of a villain
All these bodies make a killing, in the night, Michael Jackson, it's thrilling
Burning down the city, revel in the flames, everybody’s going with me
Shed ya last tear, anticipatе your fears, you'll never see this coming

[Verse]
Blood's running out my еyes, it's making puddles as I cry
I turn my face towards the sky, those red streaks turned dry
Becoming numb to the pain, or maybe I'm going insane
Derivation of a mental state, crippled by the hordes of inhumane

[Chorus]
Coming up hard in the paint, drown out my sorrows with drank
Feeling you out all alone, I feel like I made a mistake
Hammer cocked back and it's loaded, put to your head once and I blow it
I pulled the trigger only twice, first you, then I folded

[Post-Chorus]
Interior painted different, darker shade of red, resemblance of a villain
All these bodies make a killing, in the night, Michael Jackson, it's thrilling
Burning down the city, revel in the flames, everybody’s going with me
Shed ya last tear, anticipate your fears, you'll never see this coming