Dear Death Part 2

Time is running out
As you die die die
In this bed not making a sound

It has all come crashing down
To be here and watch you breathe your last
So helpless to stop you from slipping away so fast

Oh God are you listening now
As this cancer dances through her and then takes a bow
It won't disappoint the crowd

Whose words are a curse
As I hear them one by one
Each pull, the string, and I come undone

I know this, I failed to say
(I'm sinking by your side)
You're worth this, I wouldn't trade a day
To not have gone though this

So many days I've been blind
I want to stop and rewind
Kick off our shoes and dance
With the ghost of you

Who could tease me
And leave me begging for the abuse
You're the only one I knew
That could tame me and make me who I am

But now, it's all fading
And there's nothing left of all my plans

I know this, I failed to say
(I'm sinking by your side)
You're worth this, I wouldn't trade a day
To not have gone though this

So many days I've been blind
I want to stop and rewind
Kick off our shoes and dance
Let's dance again
We'll turn up our sleeves
I know just where to begin

Dance, let's dance again
We could find ourselves before this happened

These words of mine are trite and so cliché
And still they find their place in everything
It's just to break the silence that has been crushing me

Half of me is dead, already gone
And half is screaming everyone is wrong
I'm finally asking now will you

Just hear me out
This was all my fault
Now you've brought me death
And it's everything I wanted

It's the wrong side of fear that kept me out