Dear Avi

Love is like a running faucet
Except for bills I pay and for all the time I've lost and
I’m missing you but
My feelings I cannot turn them off yet
You miss me too
That's just my dreams
You don't think about me
I’m not mad at that
Why would I be?
I can't blame anything on you
It was not [?]
I can blame everything on me
It was all me
I can hate everything but you
I cannot see
Through these stupid moments of the past
That you got me
Know no matter what
I'll have your back like a loveseat
Protect you with this firewall
I'm kinda like a proxy
I know you will never hear this
But know I'm hear for you
Avi

And obviously
I'm pathetic
I hope one day
You really hear this message
I messed up, but once
But I'm not a clock
I don't want seconds
I just wanted to say I love you
And I hope your blessed, yeah

But, love is like a running faucet
Except for bills I pay and for all the time I’ve lost and
I’m missing you but
My feelings I cannot turn them off yet
You miss me too
That's just my dreams
You don’t think about me