Deafening Silence

[Chorus]
I been fucking 'bout it, 'bout it, I ain′t never letting up
I been stuck and doubted, doubted, I ain't fuckin' wit' no one
I ain't even started, started, still I'm way ahead of y'all
Y'all be steady pouting, pouting, I can′t take the shit no more
'Til I'm in the fucking ground, a pound I smoke it by my lonesome
Summon all of my regrets so pessimistic I been gone
To the place ain't got no sound, I found it deafening, I hope
I'm the only motherfucker that can't make it out this hole, yeah

[Verse]
I ain't seen no loving in
The world just fucking suffering
The weight I feel it crushing me
Can't never get from under it
So anxious I be fluttering
I hope she ain't gon cut again
Know both of us don't wanna live
We finna share the coffin I'm
So tired of shit so tired of this
So tie me up and go
Let me rot again, I'm 'bout the send
Myself into the morgue
Keep on crying the shit so tiring
I want that bliss so I don't know
Ain't no lie, we all gon' die
So what the fuck we living for?
I gotta lotta fucking problems I don't wanna fix myself
Even if I fucking did I know it's gon' be something else
It's that never ending cycle ain't no pill that pick me up
Feel cemented, ain't surviving, swear to god he couldn't help
I been
Contemplating suicide, can′t do it to 'em
So I gotta stick around, can′t do it to 'em
Ain't no motion in my mind, I be going through it
Ain't no floating when I'm high, I be going through it
Ain't a day I′m waking up and want participate
Why you looking up to Grey, the man that want a early grave?
Lotta motherfuckers think they shit but I'm so sick of names
Put you on a pedestal, I tie the rope and let you hang
I don′t really see it ending any other way
Tapped out head down
I been fucked up every day, yeah
Fuckin' up every day
Spaz out calm down then repeat 'til I'm sane

[Chorus]
I been fucking 'bout it, 'bout it, I ain't never letting up
I been stuck and doubted, doubted, I ain′t fuckin' wit' no one
I ain't even started started, still I'm way ahead of y'all
Y'all be steady pouting, pouting, I can't take the shit no more
'Til I'm in the fucking ground, a pound I smoke it by my lone
Summon all of my regrets, so pessimistic, I been gone
To the place ain't got no sound, I found it deafening, I hope
I'm the only motherfucker that can't make it out this hole, yeah