Deadly Summer

I hate myself for everything
Drugs in my veins, ugly face
I won't come down, get away from me
My thoughts are in outer space
You will find me in my room
Alive, messed out on my bed
Guess I’m slowly rising
Next time you'll find me dead

In this world so lonely
I can't scream anymore
Locked door
And no fucking key
Run away
I’m so overbore

Can you leave
Cause everything's my fault
Desert me in the rain
Take my soul
I don't care
Cause that was two years ago
I don't need to lеave
Just give me dеad hope

Let me leave
Because everything's my fault
Desert me in the rain
Take my soul
I don't care
Cause that was two years ago
I don't need to leave
So just give me dead hope

Suicidal thoughts in my head
I don't have the time to wait for death
I need drugs
If not, fuck your meds
Unless you go far away where there’s no stress

Please anymore
I won’t get hurt
I don't care anymore
If you did, that’s fucked up