deadhead

[Verse 1]
Woah, oh, oh
Woah
This forty-ounce up in my hands
The winter cold freeze and the cracks start to expand
It's been so long since I've been back on solid land
I'm not a deadhead but I love to chase a band
I watch the ground move all around me where I stand
I'm not that special, I'm just one grain in the sand
These bitches goofy, I'm not talking about the stance
For you I'll slap you like I'm going at a slant (Uh-uh)
And I cannot just play it off
I'm too insane, I think I'm on a villain arc
It's just so hard to discern what the feelings are
The only thing I really know starts feeling hard
These guys won't shut the fuck up
It's too fucking loud
I burn one up and I reach back into the pound
I was so lost, but now I'm back on solid ground
I only really wanna make my mama proud

[Bridge]
Lonely
Passing time by me
Look in my eyes slowly
Love me
For who I really am
Not a version in your head

[Verse 2]
You only hit me late at night or when you're drunk
I'm not upset, I'm just trying to get up out the funk
I guess it [helps?] so I know that it isn't [bunk?]
Outside by the highway walking on litter and junk
She tore my heart up and left me picking up the shreds
I'm not a deadhead but I do feel dead in my head
Don't leave my bed, I'd rather stay inside instead
I've been thinking about some shit I did that I regret (Some shit I did that I regret)