Dead Thoughts

Wake up in the middle of war i'm thinking
Wake up in the middle of a war i'm drinking
You don't wanna know the thoughts that go on inside my head

I'm a scum motherfucker man i'm actually useless
Presence in my head telling me I can't do shit
It's all in the back in my mind
I should probably try to just get rid of the nuisance
Room filled with rope
I could never fucking tie
Or even fucking try to get my neck around those nooses
Prescriptions never numbed the pain
They just postponed all the bullshit
Fuck
When I had a buncha bad bitches hit me up
When I had a bunch of pills just to test my luck
When I had no friends that would gas me up
When I tried to OD and I still woke up
Now it's 495 til the day I'm dust

Now life's real different
Really seeing things from a different picture
Cutting off people who ain't need to be in it
Saying why I outtem like Popeyes spinach
Bitch i'm on my own I don't need no opinions
Get the fuck out my face x3
Get the fuck out my face hoe
I would never let a bitch change me
And it's sad that you let her change you
I went homeless for a fucking minute and I couldn't get a couple dollars
Just to get food
I don't wanna hear my name in your mouth unless your talking something that's true
Think it's time to move on and you find a couple friends that are just like you