Dead Memories

[Verse 1: Adverse]
Thought you were ride or die, must’ve just been dead tho
The way you playin games, must’ve been Nintendo
The signs said that I should’ve just let go…
From the get go, but I pushed on to the death though
At least we have the memories, both have a copy
There’s no such thing as being heartbroken softly
But you said you love me, that’s the part that got me
After four years of waiting you finally lost me
Took myself of life support, the fuck I’m fightin for?
A mindless soldier, in a pointless, violent war
The last few nights I’ve laid down and thought of you
Weighed the options, did all I could do…
But thought if you cared as much as you said
Rather then being nothing we’d be lovers instead
I wouldn’t be here tryna recover in bed…
Twists and turns tryna get you unstuck from my head

[Hookx2]
It's the fucking memories man
The fucking memories
Don't remember me, man
Fuck your memories

[Verse 2: Adverse]
You broke my heart, shattered to pieces
Bruises apparent from the batter n beatin’
What bothers me is you gave him another chance
When he beats you, what kind of love is that?
Love isn’t about getting smacked around…
It’s something you should be happy bout..
It’s not about fear and higher authority…
I hope that you hear, or turn an ear and ignore me
Numb, I think that I’m immune to love…
Battle scars, so much wounds and blood
If you act like I’ll still be here when you return
I won’t be, it’s funny how the tables can turn…
You begged me not to leave your life, ironic tho
Cus you’re leaving mine, except on a boat
Do what you have to, but I’ll be gone respectably
Because I won’t stay where I’m not a necessity

[Hookx2]

[Verse 3: Adverse]
Tried to save you but my armor no longer shines
No helmet on, only karma’s on my mind…
You can take these memories, n get amnesia
Forget that I exist, just delete them…
You no longer have a reason to remember em
Don’t make em suffer, give a quick end to em
Memories, memories please don’t remember me
Don’t bring me back, please just let it be…
Leave my thoughts alone n my head in peace
As an act really just to better me…
I buried it, and don’t want to shed a tear…
There’s a reason, a reason that I left it here
I’ma put that valentines rose on its grave…
And that’s the end, as calmly walk away
I’m glad your doing things to get your life together
So am I, so goodbye, and goodbye forever…

[Hookx2]