Dead Inside

[Hook:]
Sitting here all alone (yes I is)
Wondering when she's coming home (so am i)
Why would you lie? And I feel like dying
Too big of a man to cry
I'm depressed, im getting lazy (ayee)
What ima do without my lady? and I swea im going crazy , cause I can't see you.
I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside.
PASTRONAMA, it go up and down, round and round, love rollercoaster, it was fuck me, now its fuck you, the arguments suppose to bring us closer but we seperated, now I barely see your face and I fucking hate it, how can lovers be enemies? man thats fucking crazy, I dont wanna love again man my heart lazy, damn I miss you when you use to call me baby, use to get excited when you call, I guess it hurt cause I gave you my all, ima be a man baby ima stand tall, caution when it come to love I dont wanna be a ball, ima take it slow, so slow, so slow, cause it hurt when it fall, its gone take a sludge hammer, a couple of bombs to knock down this love wall, PASTRONAMA.
I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside.
Snoop, All these feelings that I shared, I want them in return, trust never come easy, it something you got to earn, its something you gotta learn, that ain't nobody perfect, sometimes I sit and wonder why you hurt me, was it worth it?, to many lies, to many lies , been told to many times, from the start I told you I was gone grind, still you thought I had another bitch on the side, two rights dont make no wrong, two wrongs dont make shit right, but to fuck up, thats another bitch luck up, now my middle finger stuck up.
I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. Yea, you was there from the start, then yu stole my heart, ranned with my heart , yeaaa.