Dead end

And it's not like I really wanna change
I just want every single day to stay the same
Nothing coming in, nothing going out
And thoughts that I can't do without

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever want to heal

Every single year is just the same thing
Nothing I do has any meaning
Throwing away all the days of my youth
Tell me to be happy but it's no use

How much of this shit is my own fault?
Don't wanna think about it, but probably all
No one wants to help me get through it
Cuz I'm just so comfortablе being useless

Don't tеll me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever want to heal